{"totalPages":"81","currentPage":"1","nextPage":"/page/2","search":"","tag":"","indexPage":"true",
"askLabel":"Ask me anything",
"submitLabel":"Submit",
"searchLabel":"Search",
"posts":{
"20160542952":{"id":"20160542952","date":"2012-03-30","noteCount": "14,548 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/20160542952","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/20160542952/AadzWbSf","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://mefaltagravidade.tumblr.com/post/20148123780","reblogParentName":"mefaltagravidade","reblogSourceUrl":"http://i-lovee-photo.tumblr.com/post/18067659751","reblogSourceName":"i-lovee-photo","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://i-lovee-photo.tumblr.com/post/18067659751",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"photoset","body":"","photo":"%3Cscript%20type%3D%22text%2Fjavascript%22%20language%3D%22javascript%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fassets.tumblr.com%2Fjavascript%2Ftumblelog.js%3F927%22%3E%3C%2Fscript%3E%3Cdiv%20id%3D%22photoset_20160542952%22%20class%3D%22html_photoset%22%3E%20%20%20%20%3Ciframe%20class%3D%22photoset%22%20scrolling%3D%22no%22%20frameborder%3D%220%22%20height%3D%22520%22%20width%3D%22500%22%0A%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20style%3D%22border%3A0px%3B%20background-color%3Atransparent%3B%20overflow%3Ahidden%3B%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fdhulylins.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F18067659751%2Fphotoset_iframe%2Fdhulylins%2Ftumblr_lzspdqy3Bg1r6uhic%2F500%22%3E%3C%2Fiframe%3E%3C%2Fdiv%3E","photoSmall":"%3Cscript%20type%3D%22text%2Fjavascript%22%20language%3D%22javascript%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fassets.tumblr.com%2Fjavascript%2Ftumblelog.js%3F927%22%3E%3C%2Fscript%3E%3Cdiv%20id%3D%22photoset_20160542952%22%20class%3D%22html_photoset%22%3E%20%20%20%20%3Ciframe%20class%3D%22photoset%22%20scrolling%3D%22no%22%20frameborder%3D%220%22%20height%3D%22269%22%20width%3D%22250%22%0A%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20style%3D%22border%3A0px%3B%20background-color%3Atransparent%3B%20overflow%3Ahidden%3B%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fdhulylins.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F18067659751%2Fphotoset_iframe%2Fdhulylins%2Ftumblr_lzspdqy3Bg1r6uhic%2F250%22%3E%3C%2Fiframe%3E%3C%2Fdiv%3E"
},
"19323445713":{"id":"19323445713","date":"2012-03-14","noteCount": "7 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/19323445713/girl-pessimistic-ela-era-fragil-demais-por","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/19323445713/krZn4hfH","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://de-struida.tumblr.com/post/19320797496/girl-pessimistic-ela-era-fragil-demais-por","reblogParentName":"de-struida","reblogSourceUrl":"http://e-p-i-l-o-g-o.tumblr.com/post/19317262901/ela-era-fragil-demais-por-dentro-as-palavras-a","reblogSourceName":"e-p-i-l-o-g-o","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://e-p-i-l-o-g-o.tumblr.com/post/19317262901/ela-era-fragil-demais-por-dentro-as-palavras-a",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"photo","body":"%3Cp%3E%3Ca%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fgirl-pessimistic.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F19317262901%2Fela-era-fragil-demais-por-dentro-as-palavras-a%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Egirl-pessimistic%3C%2Fa%3E%3A%3C%2Fp%3E%0A%3Cblockquote%3E%0A%3Cp%3EEla%20era%20fr%C3%A1gil%20demais%20por%20dentro.%20As%20palavras%20a%20maltratavam%2C%20os%20atos%20a%20machucavam.%20Mas%20ela%20se%20fingia%20de%20forte%2C%20ela%20passava%20a%20todos%20a%20impress%C3%A3o%20de%20ser%20uma%20garota%20sem%20medo%2C%20uma%20garota%20dif%C3%ADcil%20de%20se%20atingir.%20Mentiras.%20Ela%20queria%20acreditar%20quando%20ela%20mentia%20dizendo%20que%20tudo%20estava%20bem%2C%20mas%20era%20imposs%C3%ADvel%2C%20pois%20a%20dor%20a%20tortura%20por%20dentro.%20Ela%20queria%20poder%20sorrir%20verdadeiramente%2C%20sem%20que%20o%20l%C3%A1bios%20se%20curvassem%20pra%20esconder%20uma%20l%C3%A1grima.%20Ela%20queria%20poder%20dizer%20a%20todos%20o%20que%20sentia%2C%20mas%20as%20palavras%20ficavam%20entaladas%20na%20garganta%2C%20simplesmente%20n%C3%A3o%20saiam.%20Ela%20fazia%20coisas%20erradas%2C%20ela%20tinha%20vergonha%20das%20coisas%20que%20fazia%2C%20mas%20pra%20ela%20era%20necess%C3%A1rio%20fazer.%20As%20cicatrizes%20j%C3%A1%20se%20acumulavam%20em%20seu%20bra%C3%A7o%2C%20e%20nada%20mais%20podia%20ser%20feito.%20Ela%20s%C3%B3%20queria%20poder%20parar%20de%20correr%20pro%20se%20quarto%20e%20ensopar%20seu%20travesseiro%20com%20suas%20l%C3%A1grimas%2C%20ela%20s%C3%B3%20queria%20poder%20n%C3%A3o%20sentir%20mais%20aquela%20dor%20que%20a%20sufocava%2C%20ela%20s%C3%B3%20queria%20poder%20dizer%20tudo%20bem%20em%20tom%20de%20verdade.%20Ela%20s%C3%B3%20queria%20a%20sua%20felicidade%20de%20volta.%3C%2Fp%3E%0A%3C%2Fblockquote%3E","photo":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0wh3jsNWR1r2qktzo1_250.jpg","photoSmall":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0wh3jsNWR1r2qktzo1_75sq.jpg","photoLarge":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0wh3jsNWR1r2qktzo1_250.jpg","downloadCaption":"Download","photoAlt":"girl-pessimistic%3A%0A%0AEla%20era%20fr%26aacute%3Bgil%20demais%20por%20dentro.%20As%20palavras%20a%20maltratavam%2C%20os%20atos%20a%20machucavam.%20Mas%20ela%20se%20fingia%20de%20forte%2C%20ela%20passava%20a%20todos%20a%20impress%26atilde%3Bo%20de%20ser%20uma%20garota%20sem%20medo%2C%20uma%20garota%20dif%26iacute%3Bcil%20de%20se%20atingir.%20Mentiras.%20Ela%20queria%20acreditar%20quando%20ela%20mentia%20dizendo%20que%20tudo%20estava%20bem%2C%20mas%20era%20imposs%26iacute%3Bvel%2C%20pois%20a%20dor%20a%20tortura%20por%20dentro.%20Ela%20queria%20poder%20sorrir%20verdadeiramente%2C%20sem%20que%20o%20l%26aacute%3Bbios%20se%20curvassem%20pra%20esconder%20uma%20l%26aacute%3Bgrima.%20Ela%20queria%20poder%20dizer%20a%20todos%20o%20que%20sentia%2C%20mas%20as%20palavras%20ficavam%20entaladas%20na%20garganta%2C%20simplesmente%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20saiam.%20Ela%20fazia%20coisas%20erradas%2C%20ela%20tinha%20vergonha%20das%20coisas%20que%20fazia%2C%20mas%20pra%20ela%20era%20necess%26aacute%3Brio%20fazer.%20As%20cicatrizes%20j%26aacute%3B%20se%20acumulavam%20em%20seu%20bra%26ccedil%3Bo%2C%20e%20nada%20mais%20podia%20ser%20feito.%20Ela%20s%26oacute%3B%20queria%20poder%20parar%20de%20correr%20pro%20se%20quarto%20e%20ensopar%20seu%20travesseiro%20com%20suas%20l%26aacute%3Bgrimas%2C%20ela%20s%26oacute%3B%20queria%20poder%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20sentir%20mais%20aquela%20dor%20que%20a%20sufocava%2C%20ela%20s%26oacute%3B%20queria%20poder%20dizer%20tudo%20bem%20em%20tom%20de%20verdade.%20Ela%20s%26oacute%3B%20queria%20a%20sua%20felicidade%20de%20volta.%0A"
},
"19323255285":{"id":"19323255285","date":"2012-03-14","noteCount": "839 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/19323255285/eu-aprendi-a-gostar-tudo-em-voce-e-sabe-qual-e-o","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/19323255285/QkjzYbZs","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://beatriz-favato.tumblr.com/post/19320764137","reblogParentName":"beatriz-favato","reblogSourceUrl":"","reblogSourceName":"","reblogSourceUrlHack":"",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"photo","body":"%3Cblockquote%3E%0A%3Cp%3EEu%20aprendi%20a%20gostar%20tudo%20em%20voc%C3%AA%2C%20e%20sabe%20qual%20%C3%A9%20o%20problema%3F%20Quando%20a%20gente%20aprende%20n%C3%A3o%20esquece%20nunca%20mais%21%20N%C3%A3o%20sei%20porque%20te%20escrevo%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20sei%20porque%20ainda%20sinto.%20Talvez%20voc%C3%AA%20esteja%20muito%20bem%20sem%20mim%2C%20e%20eu%20tenho%20que%20ficar%20bem%20sem%20voc%C3%AA%20tamb%C3%A9m.%20N%C3%A3o%20%C3%A9%20f%C3%A1cil%2C%20muito%20pelo%20contr%C3%A1rio%2C%20%3Cstrong%3E%C3%A9%20super%20dif%C3%ADcil%3C%2Fstrong%3E%2C%20voc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20tem%20ideia%20do%20quando.%20Eu%20imaginava%20coisas%20para%20nos%20dois%2C%20achei%20que%20finalmente%20poderia%20dizer%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3EUfa%2C%20dessa%20vez%20vai%3C%2Fem%3E%E2%80%9D.%20%3Cstrong%3ESabe%20quando%20voc%C3%AA%20entrega%20tudo%20na%20m%C3%A3o%20de%20uma%20pessoa%20e%20ela%20joga%20tudo%20no%20ch%C3%A3o%2C%20sem%20pensar%20no%20sacrif%C3%ADcio%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20teve%20para%20construir%20tudo%20aquilo%20e%20o%20quanto%20voc%C3%AA%20lutou%20para%20finalmente%20conseguir%3F%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20Foi%20exatamente%20isso%20que%20aconteceu.%20Pode%20ser%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20agiu%20sem%20maldade%20nenhuma%2C%20simplesmente%20achou%20que%20isso%20era%20o%20melhor%20pra%20gente%2C%20mas%20qualquer%20um%20pode%20pensar%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20fez%20isso%20por%20maldade%20sim%2C%20por%20pensar%20somente%20em%20si%20mesmo%2C%20pensar%20no%20seu%20pr%C3%B3prio%20bem%20e%20que%20se%20dane%20o%20que%20o%20outro%20sentira.%20Eu%20sei%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20queria%20me%20magoar%2C%20mas%C2%A0magoou%2C%20e%20muito.%20%3Cstrong%3ESabe%20o%20quando%20%C3%A9%20dificil%20lutar%20contra%20seus%20pensamentos%20e%20contra%20seu%20cora%C3%A7%C3%A3o%3F%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20Pois%20bem%2C%20%C3%A9%20isso%20que%20estou%20fazendo.%20%3Cem%3EMeu%20cora%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20insiste%20em%20ainda%20te%20querer%2C%20meus%20pensametos%20s%C3%A3o%20todos%20voltados%20a%20voc%C3%AA.%3C%2Fem%3E%20Eu%20n%C3%A3o%20queria%20sentir%20mais%20nada%2C%20mas%20eu%20n%C3%A3o%20sou%20boa%20suficiente%20pra%20conseguir%20isso.%20Eu%20sei%20que%20me%20enganei%2C%20mas%20o%20momento%20que%20percebi%20j%C3%A1%20era%20tarde%20demais%2C%20nada%20que%20eu%20poderia%20fazer%20iria%20reverter%20essa%20situa%C3%A7%C3%A3o.%20Mas%20se%20me%20permite%20uma%20pergunta%3A%20%3Cstrong%3E%3Cem%3ESe%20voc%C3%AA%20sabia%20que%20iria%20me%20magoar%2C%20sabia%20que%20a%20gente%20n%C3%A3o%20poderia%20ficar%20juntos%2C%20por%20que%20me%20fez%20acreditar%20tanto%3F%3C%2Fem%3E%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20Tava%20tudo%20em%20suas%20m%C3%A3os%2C%20voc%C3%AA%20poderia%20ter%20evitado%20tudo%20isso%2C%20mas%20n%C3%A3o%2C%20voc%C3%AA%20pensou%20s%C3%B3%20em%20voc%C3%AA%2C%20em%20nenhum%20momento%20voc%C3%AA%20pensou%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3E%C3%89%20melhor%20n%C3%A3o%2C%20se%20fizermos%20isso%20ela%20acabara%20se%20entregando%20demais%20a%20mim%3C%2Fem%3E%E2%80%9D.%20Voc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20entende%20as%20mulheres%E2%80%A6%20%3Cstrong%3ESomos%20extremantes%20carentes%20e%20fascinadas%20por%20algu%C3%A9m%20que%20fa%C3%A7a%20com%20que%20a%20gente%20se%20sinta%20especial%2C%20nem%20que%20seja%20por%20alguns%20instantes%2C%20entende%3F%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20Foi%20isso%20que%20aconteceu%2C%20entende%3F%20Eu%20me%20senti%20especial%20ao%20seu%20lado%2C%20e%20%3Cem%3Eeu%20parei%20de%20prestar%20aten%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20nas%20coisas%20obvias%20pra%20prestar%20aten%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20s%C3%B3%20naquilo%20que%20estava%20acontecendo%20no%20momento%2C%20eu%20nas%20suas%20m%C3%A3os%20e%20voc%C3%AA%20nas%20minhas%3C%2Fem%3E.%3Cbr%2F%3EFoi%20tudo%20t%C3%A3o%20de%20repente%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20tive%20tempo%20nem%20de%20me%20defender.%20J%C3%A1%20era%20pra%20eu%20ter%20aprendido%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20podia%20ter%20feito%20a%20mesma%20bobagem%20de%20achar%20que%20com%20voc%C3%AA%20seria%20diferente%20novamente.%20Mas%20sabe%20por%20que%20eu%20cometi%20o%20mesmo%20erro%20mais%20uma%20vez%3F%20Porque%20eu%20acreditava%20em%20voc%C3%AA%2C%20voc%C3%AA%20disse%20que%20poderia%20confiar%2C%20e%20tudo%20que%20eu%20queria%20era%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20fosse%20essa%20pessoa%20que%20eu%20idealizava%20tanto.%3Cbr%2F%3EVoc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20teve%20tempo%20para%20mim%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20teve%20tempo%20de%20pensar%20um%20pouco%20mais%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20teve%20tempo%20de%20esperar%20as%20coisas%20se%20acertarem%20aqui%20dentro.%20Ok%2C%20a%20gente%20nunca%20daria%20certo%2C%20mas%20tudo%20acabou%20t%C3%A3o%20r%C3%A1pido%20quanto%20come%C3%A7ou%2C%20um%20tempo%20para%20que%20eu%20me%20conformasse%20com%20essa%20situa%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20era%20%C3%B3timo.%20%3Cstrong%3EVoc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20podia%20ter%20esperado%20a%20poeira%20abaixar%20para%20seguir%20a%20sua%20vida%20e%20esfregar%20isso%20na%20minha%20cara%3F%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20Digo%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20iria%20te%20impedir%20de%20tomar%20seu%20rumo%20sem%20mim%2C%20mas%20%3Cem%3Eningu%C3%A9m%20supera%20algo%20t%C3%A3o%20r%C3%A1pido%20assim%3C%2Fem%3E%2C%20muito%20menos%20eu.%20Eu%20sei%20que%20sou%20forte%2C%20sei%20que%20vou%20superar%20tudo%20isso%2C%20mas%20com%20calma%E2%80%A6%20%3Cbr%2F%3ETodas%20as%20noites%20quando%20eu%20deito%20a%20cabe%C3%A7a%20no%20travesseiro%20seu%20sorriso%20%C3%A9%20a%20primeira%20coisa%20que%20vem%20na%20minha%20cabe%C3%A7a%2C%20%C3%A9%20inevit%C3%A1vel%2C%20eu%20sempre%20lembro%20de%20nos%2C%20e%20cara%2C%20isso%20%C3%A9%20horr%C3%ADvel%20e%20s%C3%B3%20me%20faz%20mal%2C%20mas%20o%20que%20eu%20posso%20fazer%3F%20%3Cbr%2F%3E%3Cem%3EBom%2C%20as%20vezes%20eu%20gosto%20de%20fechar%20os%20olhos%20e%20lembrar%20de%20voc%C3%AA%2C%20lembrar%20de%20nos%E2%80%A6%20Eu%20lembro%20tudo%20o%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20fazia%2C%20de%20verdade%20mesmo%2C%20chega%20at%C3%A9%20ser%20engra%C3%A7ado.%20Eu%20lembro%20de%20como%20voc%C3%AA%20amassava%20o%20p%C3%A3o%20pra%20colocar%20na%20boca%20at%C3%A9%20o%20jeito%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20escovava%20os%20dentes.%20Lembrar%20as%20vezes%20doi%2C%20mas%20as%20vezes%20tamb%C3%A9m%20me%20faz%20reviver%20aqueles%20bons%20momentos%20que%20estivesse%20ao%20seu%20lado%2C%20e%20posso%20te%20afimar%3A%20%3Cstrong%3Eeu%20nunca%20vou%20esquece-los%21%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20%3C%2Fem%3E%3Cbr%2F%3EN%C3%A3o%20sei%20o%20que%20tem%20de%20errado%20comigo%2C%20mas%20eu%20sempre%20complico%20as%20coisas.%20Poderia%20ser%20t%C3%A3o%20simples.%20Eu%20e%20voc%C3%AA%2C%20em%20alguns%20momentos%2C%20curti%C3%A7%C3%A3o%2C%20a%20noite%20acabou%2C%20no%20dia%20seguinte%20fingir%20que%20nada%20aconteceu%E2%80%A6%20seria%20bem%20mais%20simples%2C%20n%C3%A3o%3F%20Mas%20como%20eu%20j%C3%A1%20tinha%20te%20dito%2C%20eu%20n%C3%A3o%20sou%20dessas%2C%20infelizmente%20eu%20espero%20muito%20das%20pessoas%2C%20eu%20espero%20que%20elas%20retribu%C3%ADam%20tudo%20aquilo%20que%20eu%20ofere%C3%A7o%20a%20elas%2C%20mas%20elas%20sempre%20me%20decepcionam%2C%20e%20com%20voc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20foi%20diferente.%20%3Cbr%2F%3E%C3%89%20nesse%20momento%20que%20a%20gente%20%C3%A9%20ferida%20que%20tudo%20come%C3%A7a%20a%20conspirar%20contra%20nos%2C%20tudo%20parece%20que%20t%C3%A1%20dando%20errado%20sabe%3F%20Assim%2C%20eu%20n%C3%A3o%20consigo%20fazer%20nada%2C%20nada%20mesmo%2C%20tudo%20o%20que%20eu%20fa%C3%A7o%20acaba%20no%20mesmo%20pensamento%20de%20sempre%2C%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3Evoc%C3%AA%3C%2Fem%3E%E2%80%9D.%20V%C3%AA%20se%20voc%C3%AA%20me%20entende%3A%20%3Cem%3EEu%20aceitaria%20numa%20boa%20nosso%20fim%2C%20eu%20nunca%20fui%20de%20insistir%20mais%20do%20que%20necess%C3%A1rio%20em%20algu%C3%A9m%2C%20mas%20poderia%20ser%20menos%20dr%C3%A1stico%2C%20concorda%3F%3C%2Fem%3E%20Poder%C3%ADamos%20continuar%20sendo%20amigos%2C%20isso%20s%C3%A9ria%20%C3%B3timo%20para%20meu%20bem%20estar%20e%20o%20seu%20tamb%C3%A9m%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20tem%20nada%20pior%20do%20que%20fingir%20que%20algu%C3%A9m%20que%20foi%20especial%20para%20voc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20passa%20de%20um%20qualquer.%20Mesmo%20n%C3%A3o%20estando%20mais%20juntos%20eu%20poderia%20cuidar%20de%20voc%C3%AA%20e%20voc%C3%AA%20poderia%20cuidar%20de%20mim%2C%20e%20deixa%20eu%20te%20confessar%20uma%20coisa%20%3Cem%3Ee%3Cstrong%3Era%20isso%20que%20eu%20mais%20queria%3C%2Fstrong%3E%3C%2Fem%3E.%20N%C3%A3o%20s%C3%B3%20eu%20como%20qualquer%20outra%20acharia%20uma%20maravilha%20perceber%20que%20aquele%20algu%C3%A9m%20especial%20se%20importa%20de%20verdade%20com%20voc%C3%AA.%20Eu%20n%C3%A3o%20precisava%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20me%20beijasse%20ou%20coisa%20do%20tipo%20para%20que%20eu%20ficasse%20bem%20apos%20nosso%20fim%2C%20s%C3%B3%20precisava%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20se%20importasse%20ou%20fizesse%20algo%20para%20n%C3%A3o%20me%20machucar%20mais%2C%20mas%20n%C3%A3o%20sei%20porque%20voc%C3%AA%20fez%20tudo%20ao%20contr%C3%A1rio%2C%20%3Cem%3Evoc%C3%AA%20s%C3%B3%20fez%20com%20que%20as%20coisas%20piorassem%3C%2Fem%3E.%20D%C3%B3i%20tanto%20voc%C3%AA%20precisar%20ouvir%20pelos%20menos%20um%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3EOi%2C%20como%20voc%C3%AA%20esta%3C%2Fem%3E%E2%80%9D%20de%20algu%C3%A9m%20que%20n%C3%A3o%20esta%20nem%20ai%20pra%20voc%C3%AA%20%28pelo%20menos%20%C3%A9%20o%20que%20parece%29.%20Pior%20ainda%20%C3%A9%20voc%C3%AA%20perceber%20que%20essa%20pessoa%20esta%20super%20normal%2C%20como%20se%20nada%20estivesse%20acontecido.%20Depois%20de%20magoada%20o%20que%20a%20gente%20espera%20%C3%A9%20que%20a%20pessoa%20sinta%20nossa%20falta%20e%20diga%20pra%20si%20mesmo%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3ENossa%2C%20ela%20realmente%20faz%20falta%3C%2Fem%3E%E2%80%9D%2C%20mas%20pensa%20na%20facada%20no%20estomago%20quando%20voc%C3%AA%20percebe%20que%20a%20pessoa%20j%C3%A1%20arranjou%20algu%C3%A9m%20para%20te%20substituir%20e%20voc%C3%AA%20ter%20que%20finalmente%20colocar%20na%20cabe%C3%A7a%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3EDroga%2C%20ele%20n%C3%A3o%20sente%20minha%20falta%2C%20porque%20eu%20ainda%20estou%20aqui%20chorando%20por%20ele%3F%3C%2Fem%3E%E2%80%9D%20%3Cbr%2F%3EEu%20n%C3%A3o%20sou%20nenhuma%20retardada%20que%20fica%20cobrando%20explica%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20para%20ningu%C3%A9m%2C%20mas%20isso%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20fez%20n%C3%A3o%20entra%20na%20minha%20cabe%C3%A7a.%20Penso%3A%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3EA%20pessoa%20poderia%20ter%20evitado%20desde%20o%20primeiro%20dia%2C%20mas%20n%C3%A3o%2C%20ela%20continua%E2%80%A6%20Ser%C3%A1%20que%20ela%20quis%20se%20aproveitar%20de%20mim%2C%20ou%20ela%20queria%20saber%20o%20gostinho%20de%20quebrar%20o%20cora%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20de%20algu%C3%A9m%20em%20pedacinhos%3F%3C%2Fem%3E%E2%80%9D%20Sei%20muito%20bem%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20n%C3%A3o%20%C3%A9%20um%20cretino%20filho%20da%20puta%20que%20s%C3%B3%20quer%20ver%20o%20sofrimento%20alheio%2C%20mas%20me%20diz%20POR%20QUE%3F%20%3Cstrong%3EAguardo%20sua%20resposta%20na%20minha%20caixa%20de%20mensagens.%3C%2Fstrong%3E%3Cbr%2F%3E%20Tinha%20muito%20o%20que%20lhe%20dizer%20ainda%2C%20eu%20gosto%20de%20sacrificar%20as%20pessoas%20com%20minhas%20palavras%20de%20sofrimento%20sabe%3F%20Melhor%20ainda%20seria%20dizer%20tudo%20isso%20olhando%20nos%20seus%20olhos%20pra%20pelo%20menos%20voc%C3%AA%20ter%20uma%20no%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20do%20quanto%20esta%20doendo%20aqui%2C%20mas%20isso%20foi%20imposs%C3%ADvel%20n%C3%A9%2C%20j%C3%A1%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20achou%20que%20uma%20conversa%20apos%20o%20fim%20seria%20s%C3%B3%20perca%20de%20tempo.%3Cbr%2F%3E%3Cstrong%3ESabe%20o%20que%20eu%20mais%20queria%20agora%2C%20de%20verdade%3F%20Sentar%20ao%20seu%20lado%2C%20olhar%20nos%20seus%20olhos%20e%20te%20dizer%20o%20seguinte%3A%20Nada%20que%20eu%20fa%C3%A7a%20fara%20com%20que%20as%20coisas%20voltem%20a%20ser%20como%20antes%20ou%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20volte%20para%20mim%2C%20ent%C3%A3o%20o%20melhor%20mesmo%20%C3%A9%20te%20desejar%20boa%20sorte%20nessa%20longa%20caminhada%20que%20voc%C3%AA%20ainda%20tem%20que%20seguir%2C%20que%20Deus%20te%20acompanhe%20e%20te%20guie.%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20%3Cbr%2F%3EN%C3%A3o%20sei%20se%20signifiquei%20alguma%20coisa%20para%20voc%C3%AA%2C%20mas%20voc%C3%AA%20significou%20muita%20coisa%20para%20mim.%20O%20tempo%20resolve%20muitos%20dos%20nossos%20problemas%2C%20e%20eu%20tenho%20certeza%20que%20ele%20resolvera%20esse%20tamb%C3%A9m.%20Se%20t%C3%A1%20doendo%3F%20Claro%20que%20t%C3%A1%2C%20%C3%A9%20recente%20ainda%2C%20mas%20aqui%20um%20tempo%20tudo%20isso%20vai%20passar.%20%3Cem%3EA%20dor%20vai%20passar%2C%20a%20saudade%20ira%20passar%2C%20as%20lembran%C3%A7as%20boas%20ficaram%20guardadas%20em%20um%20canto%20bem%20escondido%20do%20meu%20cora%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20e%20eu%20te%20encontrarei%20por%20ai%20e%20irei%20simplesmente%20sorrir.%3C%2Fem%3E%20%C3%89%20claro%20que%20em%20certos%20momentos%20eu%20irei%20sentir%20sua%20falta%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20senti-la%20%C3%A9%20quase%20que%20impossivel%2C%20mas%20a%20gente%20sabe%20fingir%20muito%20bem%2C%20e%20eu%20irei%20fingir%20que%20n%C3%A3o%20senti%20nada.%20%3Cbr%2F%3EDepois%20das%20coisas%20que%20aconteceram%20eu%20pensei%20at%C3%A9%20em%20te%20exclui%20da%20minha%20vida%2C%20fingir%20que%20nunca%20te%20conhecia%20e%20que%20nunca%20houve%20nada%20entre%20nos%2C%20mas%20aprendi%20que%20%E2%80%9C%3Cem%3ES%C3%B3%20porque%20algu%C3%A9m%20te%20machucou%20uma%20vez%2C%20n%C3%A3o%20significa%20que%20tem%20que%20excluir%20totalmente%20de%20sua%20vida.%20As%20coisas%20mudam.%20Pessoas%20crescem%3C%2Fem%3E.%E2%80%9D%20Eu%20realmente%20espero%20que%20as%20coisas%20mudem%2C%20que%20eu%20e%20voc%C3%AA%20cres%C3%A7a%20e%20lide%20melhor%20com%20certas%20situa%C3%A7%C3%B5es.%20Espero%20anciosamente%20pelo%20dia%20em%20que%20olharei%20pro%20espelho%20e%20direi%20pra%20mim%20mesma%20%E2%80%9CEu%20superei%21%E2%80%9D%20e%20ficarei%20com%20um%20orgulho%20imenso%20de%20mim.%20%3Cstrong%3EFicarei%20muito%20feliz%20tamb%C3%A9m%20se%20daqui%20a%20algum%20tempo%20a%20gente%20se%20encontre%20e%20possa%20conversar%2C%20como%20duas%20pessoas%20maduras%20que%20sabem%20aceitar%20a%20situa%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20que%20as%20coisas%20mudam%20e%20que%20caminhos%20podem%20se%20cruzar%20mais%20de%20uma%20vez%21%20%28%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fbeatriz-favato.tumblr.com%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Ebeatriz-favato%3C%2Fa%3E%29%3C%2Fstrong%3E%3C%2Fp%3E%0A%3C%2Fblockquote%3E","photo":"http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0qsucYaeM1qeiwzjo1_r1_500.jpg","photoSmall":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0qsucYaeM1qeiwzjo1_r1_75sq.jpg","photoLarge":"http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0qsucYaeM1qeiwzjo1_r1_500.jpg","downloadCaption":"Download","photoAlt":"%0AEu%20aprendi%20a%20gostar%20tudo%20em%20voc%26ecirc%3B%2C%20e%20sabe%20qual%20%26eacute%3B%20o%20problema%3F%20Quando%20a%20gente%20aprende%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20esquece%20nunca%20mais%21%20N%26atilde%3Bo%20sei%20porque%20te%20escrevo%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20sei%20porque%20ainda%20sinto.%20Talvez%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20esteja%20muito%20bem%20sem%20mim%2C%20e%20eu%20tenho%20que%20ficar%20bem%20sem%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20tamb%26eacute%3Bm.%20N%26atilde%3Bo%20%26eacute%3B%20f%26aacute%3Bcil%2C%20muito%20pelo%20contr%26aacute%3Brio%2C%20%26eacute%3B%20super%20dif%26iacute%3Bcil%2C%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20tem%20ideia%20do%20quando.%20Eu%20imaginava%20coisas%20para%20nos%20dois%2C%20achei%20que%20finalmente%20poderia%20dizer%20%26ldquo%3BUfa%2C%20dessa%20vez%20vai%26rdquo%3B.%20Sabe%20quando%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20entrega%20tudo%20na%20m%26atilde%3Bo%20de%20uma%20pessoa%20e%20ela%20joga%20tudo%20no%20ch%26atilde%3Bo%2C%20sem%20pensar%20no%20sacrif%26iacute%3Bcio%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20teve%20para%20construir%20tudo%20aquilo%20e%20o%20quanto%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20lutou%20para%20finalmente%20conseguir%3F%20Foi%20exatamente%20isso%20que%20aconteceu.%20Pode%20ser%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20agiu%20sem%20maldade%20nenhuma%2C%20simplesmente%20achou%20que%20isso%20era%20o%20melhor%20pra%20gente%2C%20mas%20qualquer%20um%20pode%20pensar%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20fez%20isso%20por%20maldade%20sim%2C%20por%20pensar%20somente%20em%20si%20mesmo%2C%20pensar%20no%20seu%20pr%26oacute%3Bprio%20bem%20e%20que%20se%20dane%20o%20que%20o%20outro%20sentira.%20Eu%20sei%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20queria%20me%20magoar%2C%20mas%26nbsp%3Bmagoou%2C%20e%20muito.%20Sabe%20o%20quando%20%26eacute%3B%20dificil%20lutar%20contra%20seus%20pensamentos%20e%20contra%20seu%20cora%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%3F%20Pois%20bem%2C%20%26eacute%3B%20isso%20que%20estou%20fazendo.%20Meu%20cora%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20insiste%20em%20ainda%20te%20querer%2C%20meus%20pensametos%20s%26atilde%3Bo%20todos%20voltados%20a%20voc%26ecirc%3B.%20Eu%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20queria%20sentir%20mais%20nada%2C%20mas%20eu%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20sou%20boa%20suficiente%20pra%20conseguir%20isso.%20Eu%20sei%20que%20me%20enganei%2C%20mas%20o%20momento%20que%20percebi%20j%26aacute%3B%20era%20tarde%20demais%2C%20nada%20que%20eu%20poderia%20fazer%20iria%20reverter%20essa%20situa%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo.%20Mas%20se%20me%20permite%20uma%20pergunta%3A%20Se%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20sabia%20que%20iria%20me%20magoar%2C%20sabia%20que%20a%20gente%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20poderia%20ficar%20juntos%2C%20por%20que%20me%20fez%20acreditar%20tanto%3F%20Tava%20tudo%20em%20suas%20m%26atilde%3Bos%2C%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20poderia%20ter%20evitado%20tudo%20isso%2C%20mas%20n%26atilde%3Bo%2C%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20pensou%20s%26oacute%3B%20em%20voc%26ecirc%3B%2C%20em%20nenhum%20momento%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20pensou%20%26ldquo%3B%26Eacute%3B%20melhor%20n%26atilde%3Bo%2C%20se%20fizermos%20isso%20ela%20acabara%20se%20entregando%20demais%20a%20mim%26rdquo%3B.%20Voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20entende%20as%20mulheres%26hellip%3B%20Somos%20extremantes%20carentes%20e%20fascinadas%20por%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%20que%20fa%26ccedil%3Ba%20com%20que%20a%20gente%20se%20sinta%20especial%2C%20nem%20que%20seja%20por%20alguns%20instantes%2C%20entende%3F%20Foi%20isso%20que%20aconteceu%2C%20entende%3F%20Eu%20me%20senti%20especial%20ao%20seu%20lado%2C%20e%20eu%20parei%20de%20prestar%20aten%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20nas%20coisas%20obvias%20pra%20prestar%20aten%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20s%26oacute%3B%20naquilo%20que%20estava%20acontecendo%20no%20momento%2C%20eu%20nas%20suas%20m%26atilde%3Bos%20e%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20nas%20minhas.Foi%20tudo%20t%26atilde%3Bo%20de%20repente%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20tive%20tempo%20nem%20de%20me%20defender.%20J%26aacute%3B%20era%20pra%20eu%20ter%20aprendido%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20podia%20ter%20feito%20a%20mesma%20bobagem%20de%20achar%20que%20com%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20seria%20diferente%20novamente.%20Mas%20sabe%20por%20que%20eu%20cometi%20o%20mesmo%20erro%20mais%20uma%20vez%3F%20Porque%20eu%20acreditava%20em%20voc%26ecirc%3B%2C%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20disse%20que%20poderia%20confiar%2C%20e%20tudo%20que%20eu%20queria%20era%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20fosse%20essa%20pessoa%20que%20eu%20idealizava%20tanto.Voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20teve%20tempo%20para%20mim%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20teve%20tempo%20de%20pensar%20um%20pouco%20mais%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20teve%20tempo%20de%20esperar%20as%20coisas%20se%20acertarem%20aqui%20dentro.%20Ok%2C%20a%20gente%20nunca%20daria%20certo%2C%20mas%20tudo%20acabou%20t%26atilde%3Bo%20r%26aacute%3Bpido%20quanto%20come%26ccedil%3Bou%2C%20um%20tempo%20para%20que%20eu%20me%20conformasse%20com%20essa%20situa%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20era%20%26oacute%3Btimo.%20Voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20podia%20ter%20esperado%20a%20poeira%20abaixar%20para%20seguir%20a%20sua%20vida%20e%20esfregar%20isso%20na%20minha%20cara%3F%20Digo%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20iria%20te%20impedir%20de%20tomar%20seu%20rumo%20sem%20mim%2C%20mas%20ningu%26eacute%3Bm%20supera%20algo%20t%26atilde%3Bo%20r%26aacute%3Bpido%20assim%2C%20muito%20menos%20eu.%20Eu%20sei%20que%20sou%20forte%2C%20sei%20que%20vou%20superar%20tudo%20isso%2C%20mas%20com%20calma%26hellip%3B%20Todas%20as%20noites%20quando%20eu%20deito%20a%20cabe%26ccedil%3Ba%20no%20travesseiro%20seu%20sorriso%20%26eacute%3B%20a%20primeira%20coisa%20que%20vem%20na%20minha%20cabe%26ccedil%3Ba%2C%20%26eacute%3B%20inevit%26aacute%3Bvel%2C%20eu%20sempre%20lembro%20de%20nos%2C%20e%20cara%2C%20isso%20%26eacute%3B%20horr%26iacute%3Bvel%20e%20s%26oacute%3B%20me%20faz%20mal%2C%20mas%20o%20que%20eu%20posso%20fazer%3F%20Bom%2C%20as%20vezes%20eu%20gosto%20de%20fechar%20os%20olhos%20e%20lembrar%20de%20voc%26ecirc%3B%2C%20lembrar%20de%20nos%26hellip%3B%20Eu%20lembro%20tudo%20o%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20fazia%2C%20de%20verdade%20mesmo%2C%20chega%20at%26eacute%3B%20ser%20engra%26ccedil%3Bado.%20Eu%20lembro%20de%20como%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20amassava%20o%20p%26atilde%3Bo%20pra%20colocar%20na%20boca%20at%26eacute%3B%20o%20jeito%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20escovava%20os%20dentes.%20Lembrar%20as%20vezes%20doi%2C%20mas%20as%20vezes%20tamb%26eacute%3Bm%20me%20faz%20reviver%20aqueles%20bons%20momentos%20que%20estivesse%20ao%20seu%20lado%2C%20e%20posso%20te%20afimar%3A%20eu%20nunca%20vou%20esquece-los%21%20N%26atilde%3Bo%20sei%20o%20que%20tem%20de%20errado%20comigo%2C%20mas%20eu%20sempre%20complico%20as%20coisas.%20Poderia%20ser%20t%26atilde%3Bo%20simples.%20Eu%20e%20voc%26ecirc%3B%2C%20em%20alguns%20momentos%2C%20curti%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%2C%20a%20noite%20acabou%2C%20no%20dia%20seguinte%20fingir%20que%20nada%20aconteceu%26hellip%3B%20seria%20bem%20mais%20simples%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%3F%20Mas%20como%20eu%20j%26aacute%3B%20tinha%20te%20dito%2C%20eu%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20sou%20dessas%2C%20infelizmente%20eu%20espero%20muito%20das%20pessoas%2C%20eu%20espero%20que%20elas%20retribu%26iacute%3Bam%20tudo%20aquilo%20que%20eu%20ofere%26ccedil%3Bo%20a%20elas%2C%20mas%20elas%20sempre%20me%20decepcionam%2C%20e%20com%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20foi%20diferente.%20%26Eacute%3B%20nesse%20momento%20que%20a%20gente%20%26eacute%3B%20ferida%20que%20tudo%20come%26ccedil%3Ba%20a%20conspirar%20contra%20nos%2C%20tudo%20parece%20que%20t%26aacute%3B%20dando%20errado%20sabe%3F%20Assim%2C%20eu%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20consigo%20fazer%20nada%2C%20nada%20mesmo%2C%20tudo%20o%20que%20eu%20fa%26ccedil%3Bo%20acaba%20no%20mesmo%20pensamento%20de%20sempre%2C%20%26ldquo%3Bvoc%26ecirc%3B%26rdquo%3B.%20V%26ecirc%3B%20se%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20me%20entende%3A%20Eu%20aceitaria%20numa%20boa%20nosso%20fim%2C%20eu%20nunca%20fui%20de%20insistir%20mais%20do%20que%20necess%26aacute%3Brio%20em%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%2C%20mas%20poderia%20ser%20menos%20dr%26aacute%3Bstico%2C%20concorda%3F%20Poder%26iacute%3Bamos%20continuar%20sendo%20amigos%2C%20isso%20s%26eacute%3Bria%20%26oacute%3Btimo%20para%20meu%20bem%20estar%20e%20o%20seu%20tamb%26eacute%3Bm%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20tem%20nada%20pior%20do%20que%20fingir%20que%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%20que%20foi%20especial%20para%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20passa%20de%20um%20qualquer.%20Mesmo%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20estando%20mais%20juntos%20eu%20poderia%20cuidar%20de%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20e%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20poderia%20cuidar%20de%20mim%2C%20e%20deixa%20eu%20te%20confessar%20uma%20coisa%20era%20isso%20que%20eu%20mais%20queria.%20N%26atilde%3Bo%20s%26oacute%3B%20eu%20como%20qualquer%20outra%20acharia%20uma%20maravilha%20perceber%20que%20aquele%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%20especial%20se%20importa%20de%20verdade%20com%20voc%26ecirc%3B.%20Eu%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20precisava%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20me%20beijasse%20ou%20coisa%20do%20tipo%20para%20que%20eu%20ficasse%20bem%20apos%20nosso%20fim%2C%20s%26oacute%3B%20precisava%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20se%20importasse%20ou%20fizesse%20algo%20para%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20me%20machucar%20mais%2C%20mas%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20sei%20porque%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20fez%20tudo%20ao%20contr%26aacute%3Brio%2C%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20s%26oacute%3B%20fez%20com%20que%20as%20coisas%20piorassem.%20D%26oacute%3Bi%20tanto%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20precisar%20ouvir%20pelos%20menos%20um%20%26ldquo%3BOi%2C%20como%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20esta%26rdquo%3B%20de%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%20que%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20esta%20nem%20ai%20pra%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20%28pelo%20menos%20%26eacute%3B%20o%20que%20parece%29.%20Pior%20ainda%20%26eacute%3B%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20perceber%20que%20essa%20pessoa%20esta%20super%20normal%2C%20como%20se%20nada%20estivesse%20acontecido.%20Depois%20de%20magoada%20o%20que%20a%20gente%20espera%20%26eacute%3B%20que%20a%20pessoa%20sinta%20nossa%20falta%20e%20diga%20pra%20si%20mesmo%20%26ldquo%3BNossa%2C%20ela%20realmente%20faz%20falta%26rdquo%3B%2C%20mas%20pensa%20na%20facada%20no%20estomago%20quando%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20percebe%20que%20a%20pessoa%20j%26aacute%3B%20arranjou%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%20para%20te%20substituir%20e%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20ter%20que%20finalmente%20colocar%20na%20cabe%26ccedil%3Ba%20%26ldquo%3BDroga%2C%20ele%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20sente%20minha%20falta%2C%20porque%20eu%20ainda%20estou%20aqui%20chorando%20por%20ele%3F%26rdquo%3B%20Eu%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20sou%20nenhuma%20retardada%20que%20fica%20cobrando%20explica%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20para%20ningu%26eacute%3Bm%2C%20mas%20isso%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20fez%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20entra%20na%20minha%20cabe%26ccedil%3Ba.%20Penso%3A%20%26ldquo%3BA%20pessoa%20poderia%20ter%20evitado%20desde%20o%20primeiro%20dia%2C%20mas%20n%26atilde%3Bo%2C%20ela%20continua%26hellip%3B%20Ser%26aacute%3B%20que%20ela%20quis%20se%20aproveitar%20de%20mim%2C%20ou%20ela%20queria%20saber%20o%20gostinho%20de%20quebrar%20o%20cora%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20de%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%20em%20pedacinhos%3F%26rdquo%3B%20Sei%20muito%20bem%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20%26eacute%3B%20um%20cretino%20filho%20da%20puta%20que%20s%26oacute%3B%20quer%20ver%20o%20sofrimento%20alheio%2C%20mas%20me%20diz%20POR%20QUE%3F%20Aguardo%20sua%20resposta%20na%20minha%20caixa%20de%20mensagens.%20Tinha%20muito%20o%20que%20lhe%20dizer%20ainda%2C%20eu%20gosto%20de%20sacrificar%20as%20pessoas%20com%20minhas%20palavras%20de%20sofrimento%20sabe%3F%20Melhor%20ainda%20seria%20dizer%20tudo%20isso%20olhando%20nos%20seus%20olhos%20pra%20pelo%20menos%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20ter%20uma%20no%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20do%20quanto%20esta%20doendo%20aqui%2C%20mas%20isso%20foi%20imposs%26iacute%3Bvel%20n%26eacute%3B%2C%20j%26aacute%3B%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20achou%20que%20uma%20conversa%20apos%20o%20fim%20seria%20s%26oacute%3B%20perca%20de%20tempo.Sabe%20o%20que%20eu%20mais%20queria%20agora%2C%20de%20verdade%3F%20Sentar%20ao%20seu%20lado%2C%20olhar%20nos%20seus%20olhos%20e%20te%20dizer%20o%20seguinte%3A%20Nada%20que%20eu%20fa%26ccedil%3Ba%20fara%20com%20que%20as%20coisas%20voltem%20a%20ser%20como%20antes%20ou%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20volte%20para%20mim%2C%20ent%26atilde%3Bo%20o%20melhor%20mesmo%20%26eacute%3B%20te%20desejar%20boa%20sorte%20nessa%20longa%20caminhada%20que%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20ainda%20tem%20que%20seguir%2C%20que%20Deus%20te%20acompanhe%20e%20te%20guie.%20N%26atilde%3Bo%20sei%20se%20signifiquei%20alguma%20coisa%20para%20voc%26ecirc%3B%2C%20mas%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20significou%20muita%20coisa%20para%20mim.%20O%20tempo%20resolve%20muitos%20dos%20nossos%20problemas%2C%20e%20eu%20tenho%20certeza%20que%20ele%20resolvera%20esse%20tamb%26eacute%3Bm.%20Se%20t%26aacute%3B%20doendo%3F%20Claro%20que%20t%26aacute%3B%2C%20%26eacute%3B%20recente%20ainda%2C%20mas%20aqui%20um%20tempo%20tudo%20isso%20vai%20passar.%20A%20dor%20vai%20passar%2C%20a%20saudade%20ira%20passar%2C%20as%20lembran%26ccedil%3Bas%20boas%20ficaram%20guardadas%20em%20um%20canto%20bem%20escondido%20do%20meu%20cora%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20e%20eu%20te%20encontrarei%20por%20ai%20e%20irei%20simplesmente%20sorrir.%20%26Eacute%3B%20claro%20que%20em%20certos%20momentos%20eu%20irei%20sentir%20sua%20falta%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20senti-la%20%26eacute%3B%20quase%20que%20impossivel%2C%20mas%20a%20gente%20sabe%20fingir%20muito%20bem%2C%20e%20eu%20irei%20fingir%20que%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20senti%20nada.%20Depois%20das%20coisas%20que%20aconteceram%20eu%20pensei%20at%26eacute%3B%20em%20te%20exclui%20da%20minha%20vida%2C%20fingir%20que%20nunca%20te%20conhecia%20e%20que%20nunca%20houve%20nada%20entre%20nos%2C%20mas%20aprendi%20que%20%26ldquo%3BS%26oacute%3B%20porque%20algu%26eacute%3Bm%20te%20machucou%20uma%20vez%2C%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20significa%20que%20tem%20que%20excluir%20totalmente%20de%20sua%20vida.%20As%20coisas%20mudam.%20Pessoas%20crescem.%26rdquo%3B%20Eu%20realmente%20espero%20que%20as%20coisas%20mudem%2C%20que%20eu%20e%20voc%26ecirc%3B%20cres%26ccedil%3Ba%20e%20lide%20melhor%20com%20certas%20situa%26ccedil%3B%26otilde%3Bes.%20Espero%20anciosamente%20pelo%20dia%20em%20que%20olharei%20pro%20espelho%20e%20direi%20pra%20mim%20mesma%20%26ldquo%3BEu%20superei%21%26rdquo%3B%20e%20ficarei%20com%20um%20orgulho%20imenso%20de%20mim.%20Ficarei%20muito%20feliz%20tamb%26eacute%3Bm%20se%20daqui%20a%20algum%20tempo%20a%20gente%20se%20encontre%20e%20possa%20conversar%2C%20como%20duas%20pessoas%20maduras%20que%20sabem%20aceitar%20a%20situa%26ccedil%3B%26atilde%3Bo%20que%20as%20coisas%20mudam%20e%20que%20caminhos%20podem%20se%20cruzar%20mais%20de%20uma%20vez%21%20%28beatriz-favato%29%0A"
},
"18910946863":{"id":"18910946863","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "281 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910946863/me-desculpe-por-nao-ter-sido-perfeita-e-que-eu","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910946863/DHKCQMcL","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://bipolarefeliz.tumblr.com/post/18902371697/me-desculpe-por-nao-ter-sido-perfeita-e-que-eu","reblogParentName":"bipolarefeliz","reblogSourceUrl":"http://eterna-princesa.tumblr.com/post/18854206976","reblogSourceName":"eterna-princesa","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://eterna-princesa.tumblr.com",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"quote","body":"Me%20desculpe%20por%20n%C3%A3o%20ter%20sido%20perfeita%2C%20%C3%A9%20que%20eu%20sou%20toda%20errada%20assim%20mesmo.%20Mas%20eu%20sei%20que%20dei%20o%20meu%20melhor%20para%20voc%C3%AA%2C%20pena%20que%20n%C3%A3o%20foi%20o%20suficiente%20pra%20voc%C3%AA%20ficar.","source":"%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Feterna-princesa.tumblr.com%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3EBrenda%20R.%3C%2Fa%3E%C2%A0%20%28via%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fbipolarefeliz.tumblr.com%2F%22%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Ebipolarefeliz%3C%2Fa%3E%29"
},
"18910911758":{"id":"18910911758","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "837 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910911758/e-hoje-eu-me-sinto-deslocada-fora-do-eixo-de","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910911758/MgaqnDeI","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://bipolarefeliz.tumblr.com/post/18902407830/e-hoje-eu-me-sinto-deslocada-fora-do-eixo-de","reblogParentName":"bipolarefeliz","reblogSourceUrl":"http://criminalss-deactivated20120412.tumblr.com/post/18740432058/e-hoje-eu-me-sinto-deslocada-fora-do-eixo-de","reblogSourceName":"criminalss-deactivated20120412","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://prosificada.tumblr.com/",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"quote","body":"E%20hoje%20eu%20me%20sinto%20deslocada.%20Fora%20do%20eixo%2C%20de%20%C3%B3rbita.%20Fora%20desse%20mundo.%20%3Cb%3EFora%20de%20tudo.%3C%2Fb%3E%20Tudo%20o%20que%20era%2C%20j%C3%A1%20n%C3%A3o%20%C3%A9%20mais.%20Tudo%20o%20que%20aconteceu%2C%20j%C3%A1%20ficou%20no%20passado%2C%20guardado%20pela%20mem%C3%B3ria.%20Eu%20sou%20como%20uma%20inc%C3%B3gnita%2C%20que%20precisa%20ser%20isolada%2C%20para%20descobrir%20o%20valor%20que%20ela%20oculta.%20%3Cb%3EAli%C3%A1s%2C%20me%20sinto%20como%20uma%20equa%C3%A7%C3%A3o%20inteira.%3C%2Fb%3E%20Daquelas%20que%20todos%20olham%2C%20julgam%20dif%C3%ADcil%2C%20deixa%20para%20resolver%20no%20final%20e%20acabam%20esquecendo.","source":"%3Cstrong%3EPensamentos.%3C%2Fstrong%3E%C2%A0%20%28via%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fbipolarefeliz.tumblr.com%2F%22%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Ebipolarefeliz%3C%2Fa%3E%29"
},
"18910635044":{"id":"18910635044","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "6,802 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910635044/eu-nao-tinha-muito-a-oferecer-eu-sei-mas-tudo-o","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910635044/MAY6daio","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://bipolarefeliz.tumblr.com/post/18902478785/eu-nao-tinha-muito-a-oferecer-eu-sei-mas-tudo-o","reblogParentName":"bipolarefeliz","reblogSourceUrl":"http://alcooltecimentos.tumblr.com/post/14031138946/eu-nao-tinha-muito-a-oferecer-eu-sei-mas-tudo-o","reblogSourceName":"alcooltecimentos","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://alcooltecimentos.tumblr.com/post/14031138946/eu-nao-tinha-muito-a-oferecer-eu-sei-mas-tudo-o",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"quote","body":"Eu%20n%C3%A3o%20tinha%20muito%20a%20oferecer%2C%20eu%20sei%E2%80%A6%20Mas%20tudo%20o%20que%20eu%20tinha%2C%20era%20seu.","source":"Caio%20Fernando%20Abreu.%20%C2%A0%20%28via%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fbipolarefeliz.tumblr.com%2F%22%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Ebipolarefeliz%3C%2Fa%3E%29"
},
"18910619178":{"id":"18910619178","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "15,277 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910619178/eu-chorei-porque-eu-sempre-canso-de-tudo-e-tudo","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910619178/NPRm3UTI","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://bipolarefeliz.tumblr.com/post/18902501408/eu-chorei-porque-eu-sempre-canso-de-tudo-e-tudo","reblogParentName":"bipolarefeliz","reblogSourceUrl":"http://caminhodeespinhos.tumblr.com/post/18787060222/eu-chorei-porque-eu-sempre-canso-de-tudo-e-tudo","reblogSourceName":"caminhodeespinhos","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://caminho de espinhos . ",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"quote","body":"Eu%20chorei%20porque%20eu%20sempre%20canso%20de%20tudo%20e%20tudo%20sempre%20cansa%20de%20mim.","source":"%3Cstrong%3ETati%20Bernardi.%3C%2Fstrong%3E%C2%A0%20%C2%A0%20%28via%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fbipolarefeliz.tumblr.com%2F%22%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Ebipolarefeliz%3C%2Fa%3E%29"
},
"18910603091":{"id":"18910603091","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "18,603 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910603091/e-e-assim-que-a-gente-vai-vivendo-sabe-errando","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910603091/cikm7xUp","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://bipolarefeliz.tumblr.com/post/18902511935/e-e-assim-que-a-gente-vai-vivendo-sabe-errando","reblogParentName":"bipolarefeliz","reblogSourceUrl":"http://rasurar.tumblr.com/post/15470759975/e-e-assim-que-a-gente-vai-vivendo-sabe-errando","reblogSourceName":"rasurar","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://rasurar.tumblr.com/post/15470759975/e-e-assim-que-a-gente-vai-vivendo-sabe-errando",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"quote","body":"E%20%C3%A9%20assim%20que%20a%20gente%20vai%20vivendo%2C%20sabe%3F%20Errando%20pra%20aprender.%20Se%20decepcionando%20pra%20se%20proteger.%20Se%20machucando%20pra%20crescer.%20Chorando%20pra%20sorrir.%20A%20gente%20cai%20uma%20vez%2C%20pra%20aprender%20a%20se%20levantar%20em%20outra.%20No%20fim%2C%20tudo%20que%20for%20bom%2C%20verdadeiro%2C%20tudo%20o%20que%20realmente%20nos%20fizer%20bem%2C%20permanece.","source":"%3Cstrong%3ETati%20Bernardi.%3C%2Fstrong%3E%C2%A0%20%28via%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fbipolarefeliz.tumblr.com%2F%22%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Ebipolarefeliz%3C%2Fa%3E%29"
},
"18910507295":{"id":"18910507295","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "26,067 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910507295/odeio-esse-meio-termo-de-nao-saber-se-devo-desistir","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910507295/nlCOOE2U","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://bipolarefeliz.tumblr.com/post/18902527875/odeio-esse-meio-termo-de-nao-saber-se-devo-desistir","reblogParentName":"bipolarefeliz","reblogSourceUrl":"","reblogSourceName":"","reblogSourceUrlHack":"",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"text","title":"Odeio%20esse%20meio%20termo.%20De%20n%26atilde%3Bo%20saber%20se%20devo%20desistir%2C%20ou%20insistir.%20Se%20vale%20a%20pena%2C%20ou%20n%26atilde%3Bo.","body":""
},
"18910402757":{"id":"18910402757","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "7,679 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910402757/o-que-machuca-mesmo-sao-as-lembrancas-que-ficam","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910402757/trZA61WL","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://ums2bipolar.tumblr.com/post/18909361033/o-que-machuca-mesmo-sao-as-lembrancas-que-ficam","reblogParentName":"ums2bipolar","reblogSourceUrl":"http://poeta-do-infinito.tumblr.com/post/18899951558/o-que-machuca-mesmo-sao-as-lembrancas-que-ficam","reblogSourceName":"poeta-do-infinito","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://poeta-do-infinito.tumblr.com/post/18899951558/o-que-machuca-mesmo-sao-as-lembrancas-que-ficam",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"photo","body":"%3Cblockquote%3E%0A%3Cp%3EO%20que%20machuca%20mesmo%2C%20s%C3%A3o%20%C3%A1s%20%3Cstrong%3Elembran%C3%A7as%3C%2Fstrong%3E%20que%20ficam.%3C%2Fp%3E%0A%3C%2Fblockquote%3E","photo":"http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0io94786h1qe25dno1_500.jpg","photoSmall":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0io94786h1qe25dno1_75sq.jpg","photoLarge":"http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0io94786h1qe25dno1_500.jpg","downloadCaption":"Download","photoAlt":"%0AO%20que%20machuca%20mesmo%2C%20s%26atilde%3Bo%20%26aacute%3Bs%20lembran%26ccedil%3Bas%20que%20ficam.%0A"
},
"18910204249":{"id":"18910204249","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "2,228 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910204249/se-eu-pudesse-eu-apagava-o-mundo-e-desenhava-so-eu","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910204249/rLOVf7ff","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://youremyfirework.tumblr.com/post/18909478180","reblogParentName":"youremyfirework","reblogSourceUrl":"http://imaturo.tumblr.com/post/16622006741","reblogSourceName":"imaturo","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://imaturo.tumblr.com/post/16622006741",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"quote","body":"Se%20eu%20pudesse%20eu%20apagava%20o%20mundo%20e%20desenhava%20s%C3%B3%20eu%20e%20voc%C3%AA.","source":"imaturo%20%28via%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fyouremyfirework.tumblr.com%2F%22%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Eyouremyfirework%3C%2Fa%3E%29"
},
"18910124918":{"id":"18910124918","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "4,106 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910124918/youremyfirework-vou-correr-atras-dos-meus","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910124918/iun1MR6G","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://youremyfirework.tumblr.com/post/18909640802","reblogParentName":"youremyfirework","reblogSourceUrl":"http://rafamuller.tumblr.com/post/18846840039/vou-correr-atras-dos-meus-objetivos-e-mostrar-ao","reblogSourceName":"rafamuller","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://prin-cipe.tumblr.com",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"photo","body":"%3Cp%3E%3Ca%20href%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fyouremyfirework.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F18909640802%22%20class%3D%22tumblr_blog%22%20target%3D%22_blank%22%3Eyouremyfirework%3C%2Fa%3E%3A%3C%2Fp%3E%0A%0A%3Cblockquote%3E%3Cp%3E%C2%A0Vou%20correr%20atr%C3%A1s%20dos%20meus%20objetivos%20e%20mostrar%20ao%20mundo%20que%20sou%20capaz%20de%20conquistar%20tudo%20%C3%A0quilo%20que%20um%20dia%20eu%20sonhei.%3C%2Fp%3E%3C%2Fblockquote%3E","photo":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0gvyrfQB41qe0nczo1_500.jpg","photoSmall":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0gvyrfQB41qe0nczo1_75sq.jpg","photoLarge":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0gvyrfQB41qe0nczo1_500.jpg","downloadCaption":"Download","photoAlt":"youremyfirework%3A%0A%0A%26nbsp%3BVou%20correr%20atr%26aacute%3Bs%20dos%20meus%20objetivos%20e%20mostrar%20ao%20mundo%20que%20sou%20capaz%20de%20conquistar%20tudo%20%26agrave%3Bquilo%20que%20um%20dia%20eu%20sonhei."
},
"18910082910":{"id":"18910082910","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "55,700 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910082910","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910082910/bQT3FkeK","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://youremyfirework.tumblr.com/post/18910019112","reblogParentName":"youremyfirework","reblogSourceUrl":"http://romuloassis.tumblr.com/post/17341729850","reblogSourceName":"romuloassis","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://romuloassis.tumblr.com",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"photoset","body":"","photo":"%3Cscript%20type%3D%22text%2Fjavascript%22%20language%3D%22javascript%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fassets.tumblr.com%2Fjavascript%2Ftumblelog.js%3F927%22%3E%3C%2Fscript%3E%3Cdiv%20id%3D%22photoset_18910082910%22%20class%3D%22html_photoset%22%3E%20%20%20%20%3Ciframe%20class%3D%22photoset%22%20scrolling%3D%22no%22%20frameborder%3D%220%22%20height%3D%22108%22%20width%3D%22500%22%0A%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20style%3D%22border%3A0px%3B%20background-color%3Atransparent%3B%20overflow%3Ahidden%3B%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fdhulylins.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F17341729850%2Fphotoset_iframe%2Fdhulylins%2Ftumblr_lz5goxNkro1qhmo0u%2F500%22%3E%3C%2Fiframe%3E%3C%2Fdiv%3E","photoSmall":"%3Cscript%20type%3D%22text%2Fjavascript%22%20language%3D%22javascript%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fassets.tumblr.com%2Fjavascript%2Ftumblelog.js%3F927%22%3E%3C%2Fscript%3E%3Cdiv%20id%3D%22photoset_18910082910%22%20class%3D%22html_photoset%22%3E%20%20%20%20%3Ciframe%20class%3D%22photoset%22%20scrolling%3D%22no%22%20frameborder%3D%220%22%20height%3D%2260%22%20width%3D%22250%22%0A%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20style%3D%22border%3A0px%3B%20background-color%3Atransparent%3B%20overflow%3Ahidden%3B%22%20src%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fdhulylins.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F17341729850%2Fphotoset_iframe%2Fdhulylins%2Ftumblr_lz5goxNkro1qhmo0u%2F250%22%3E%3C%2Fiframe%3E%3C%2Fdiv%3E"
},
"18910062260":{"id":"18910062260","date":"2012-03-07","noteCount": "42,676 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18910062260","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18910062260/tSHHTLU9","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://ums2bipolar.tumblr.com/post/18909776352","reblogParentName":"ums2bipolar","reblogSourceUrl":"http://closetomyheartstillfarapart.tumblr.com/post/16867307612","reblogSourceName":"closetomyheartstillfarapart","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://youmakeme-h-a-p-p-y.tumblr.com/",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"photo","body":"","photo":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyq2viSaz21qdrfiwo1_500.jpg","photoSmall":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyq2viSaz21qdrfiwo1_75sq.jpg","photoLarge":"http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyq2viSaz21qdrfiwo1_500.jpg","downloadCaption":"Download","photoAlt":""
},
"18193370489":{"id":"18193370489","date":"2012-02-24","noteCount": "10,114 notes","url":"http://dhulylins.tumblr.com/post/18193370489/e-tudo-a-minha-volta-me-faz-sentir-sua-falta","rebloggingUrl":"http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/18193370489/GPnc6HUl","reblog":"true",
"reblogParentUrl":"http://meninafatal.tumblr.com/post/18190172820","reblogParentName":"meninafatal","reblogSourceUrl":"http://se-eu-pudesse.tumblr.com/post/16830976419/e-tudo-a-minha-volta-me-faz-sentir-sua-falta","reblogSourceName":"se-eu-pudesse","reblogSourceUrlHack":"http://se-eu-pudesse.tumblr.com",
"hasTags":"",
"permalinkPage":"",
"type":"text","title":"E%20tudo%20%26agrave%3B%20minha%20volta%20me%20faz%20sentir%20sua%20falta","body":""
},
"":{} }}
